Pri, I am writing this because I need to be completely honest with you, even though it kills me to admit it. I lied to you. There is absolutely no excuse for my dishonesty, and I am not going to sit here and make excuses for why I did it.
The thought that I deliberately misled you makes me sick to my stomach. You have given me nothing but your trust, and I threw it away to protect myself or hide something. By lying, I took away your choice and your right to know the truth, and that was incredibly selfish of me. I hate knowing that I am now the reason you have to question my words or wonder if I am being real with you.